I will not be jealous of other girls. I had my chance and you had your chance, as we had a chance at true love and friendship. Why do we let that opportunity pass us by. We were two totally different people but with the same thoughts, and certainly the same feelings. If I go back in our conversations then I get mad, mad at you and angry with myself. How did we ever come this far. We had a fight about the smallest things, like things you twittered or what I had sent back. Before I had touched, we sent each other pictures, pictures which I normally never would have sent to someone and the same was true for you, I trusted you. You sent me pictures that left me feeling closer. Now you have exactly three weeks I have not spoken, eyes closed when I do I feel your hands over my whole body, your lips on mine and those beautiful sparkling eyes looking at me. Still I miss you, still I see you before me, like you gave me that last kiss before I left. Still you are deep in my heart. You really will not go away, I love you. ♥♥♥